Can't believe my baby sister would have been 12 years old. So angry and cross that you didn't get to make that age like most other younger sisters. I'm jealous of those who get to talk to their sister everyday or whenever they want, I'm jealous of those big sisters that get to teach the bully a lesson or tell you about nails and make up. I'm jealous of those sisters that get to have their private jokes about their embarrassing mum and how lame she really is. I'm jealous of granda who gets to be with you everyday and hold you and kiss you. I miss you so much. The anger won't go the jealousy won't go but at least I know your happier than I am and get to carry on in a different life. I love you Órla porla, always and forever. My little baby sister xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx